As she frantically read this website, Jennifer began to once again, create more false narratives to defend her cult, and actions against me. She has once again, misrepresented my claims, outright lied about her treatment of me, join her Whatsapp group from multiple accounts, and claimed I used her group to "panhandle" on my behalf. She needs lies in order to protect herself from any accountability for her actions.
In previous screenshots, I've shown that I alerted her that I only had one phone number, and one account. Because of this, she is unable to defend the lie that:
1. I rejoined her group under a different account
2. Used the account to ask the group for funding
She is the only one in the group to have fundraised on her own behalf. Any/everything I have ever shared with that group belonged to someone else. This is why she can't produce any receipts or evidence for this.
I have never interacted with her or her group using any other account. I know this, and so does she. So why won't she produce any screenshots coming from that other account? She doesn't have them because they don't exist.
Her claim, is that I was somehow exposed for creating snark pages and YouTube pages, none of which has been proven. I, however, have provided many receipts for my own claims, because it is in my best interest to tell everything that happened honestly in order to defend myself efficiently against cult attacks. These are not simply people "minding their business" like she says. They harass me everywhere and anywhere. They create things online that I have no control over, and blame me for "masterminding" them.
There are many more, but y'all get the point. They claim that all the things I've been doing, even before I was involved with the West 4B cult are actually her ideas that have never been done before, despite having been done by Lesbians, and Feminist.com before Jennifer herself was even aware of 4B.
She now seeks to brand me a "vigilante" (using chat GPT to do so) for telling my own story, in another failed attempt to shame me out of talking about her abuses, and has deemed them "mental instability" (see: DARVO). Vigilantes don't call the police to handle their problems, they handle it themselves. Vigilantes don't tell their stories to warn others about the harm of cults, they deliver their own "street justice" to those who cause harm. This is another example of Jennifer's misuse of language to develop a poorly executed smear campaign against me, as a punishment for speaking out against her. I have no interest in rejoining her cult, nor did I express that. The excuse she gave the first time, was that there was a "mole" feeding information about the happenings of the group to Amara (because she was regularly being discussed in the group).
The second time was because she claimed I didn't defend her after being exposed for lying on multiple occasions, making false accusations, and then failing to provide the receipts she had. She has a well-documented history of weaponizing her platform against Black womyn, especially those who do not tow her line.
I never claimed to know Jennifer "deeply", and I met her about a month before the first rift. The final fallout took place after 2 months of attempting to organize with her:
She also accused me of either a.) hacking more than 50 womyn's phones to personally delete all the messages I'd sent them, or b.) deleting my messages to the group after being removed from it. Both scenarios are impossible. You cannot remove messages from a group after having been removed, and you have to know the specs for every device you are going to hack. It's impossible to do this on a single salary full time. Let alone, someone she accuses of having to "ebeg" to start new ventures.
She also went to claim Amara herself was also a hacker. This was never proven.
Her next moves have been to attack my sobriety, my education, my income, and my mental health (which she actively sought to harm). My sobriety is well-documented, and this is another one of her extreme, abusive tactics which she employs when she's desperate to silence anyone. She claims they abuse substances, they're mentally unwell, they're jealous of her, they want to be with her... the list goes on. These are the hallmarks of a narcissist. But I remember she had to raise money online too:
Apparently, combating false accusations with evidence and proof, is being a "sore loser". Aside from precious time, what have I lost? I am still actively organizing, my books are still available online, my sisters still stand beside me, and I still have my health. She claims I'd done all this to get back at her, instead of simply to oppose her long history of false accusations about me, which even took place in a Skype call where I was shown the contents of her Discord group. They regularly speculated about my private life, conspired to mass report my social media and online content, and were even encouraging each other to post untrue things about me to cast aspersions on my reputation.
According to Jennifer, because I came from a religious, two parent household, it's my own fault for being "finessed" into the sex trade. I'm not considered a survivor like her, because I talk about what happened to me. At the same time, she accuses me of mocking her domestic violence experience, which I had never known about.
Even referencing Amara speaking up, she claims this was only done to "get back" at her. Anything that happened to Jennifer at the time, was Amara's fault. She is now employing that same method onto me. Without any evidence, anything that happens to Jennifer, is obviously my fault and was done by me. She will play this tired line to anyone who wants to listen. Any claims I make will be attached to me. Anything I do, will have my name on it. This website is a documentation of Jennifer and her cult's harassment of me, and any other victims she creates with her weaponized platform.
I, on the other hand, have a platform that existed long before my ill-fated encounter with Jennifer. First, she accused me of being "well connected" and weaponizing my connections against her, and now? I'm a nobody from nowhere that no one knew until Jennifer bestowed upon my the Holy role as her follower, and gave me everything I have today. In her sick mind, everything I've done for 8 years, everyone I've ever met, is because of Jennifer. So which is it? Am I the well-connected mastermind behind her fall from grace, or am I the meth-addled, mentally ill nobody from nowhere?
This is a person that has never organized anything on behalf of any womin anywhere. No marches, no rent parties, no resource distribution, no networking events. But somehow, everyone else is below her. The only reason anyone in her vicinity was able to support any initiative, is because I told there who needed help and where to look. None of them has ever given me anything personally or had supported my projects in any way. Where she offered arguments and antagonism, I shared petitions, organizations, and direct action. She has never done this on her own. I'd received a total of $46.39 from my time in her LIVE streams, none of which I've kept (I had no reason to).
This is the message that was sent to Hannah Berelli. I was not aggressive, demeaning, or asking her to sever ties with Jennifer. I simply reached out to several of the group's occupants that I was starting a project of my own, because I didn't want to rely on a single person in order to have community with other sisters.
Some joined, some did not. I've had Hannah blocked on social media for a few weeks now for a separate reason, but I have or had no ill will towards her.
Nothing in this message indicates instability or mental illness on my part. I don't look at other sisters as pawns or property belonging to me and only me. This is the so-called "problem" Jennifer generated these issues around. It was seen as a form of disobedience, which she has never liked. This is why she has been so desperate to use language models to create false narratives around my character.
I don't believe for a second that Amara had blocked Jennifer out of the blue. I believe there was another reason. Something much darker than what she puts on. Seeing first hand how Jennifer retaliates against disobedience, I fully believe that she turned so many people to attack her, that she disappeared from online spaces entirely.
